A couple of days ago I felt the ultimate betrayal I could have ever experience.
A couple of days ago I felt the ultimate disappointment I could have ever experience. I went to have some drinks with some friends all friend me and I fiancé <ex fiance> I had worked that day while everyone, friends and fam drinking have fun out on the boat that day. After a long day all drinking her fam went home and the all when to our friends house. I met up at the after my long hard day of work them started drinking too.. My fiancé was very drunk but she was OK we being together for almost 5 years the longest time of all our friends out that night and these are friends we all talk hang know everybody fam... in last 4 year we being to all of our friends weddings, house parties we all hang out a lot. So we got drunk with this friends plenty of times before. During the night my fiancé and her newly married girl friend who was visiting to see her fam and friends from out of town without her husband , I notice my fiancé and her so call best friend during the night handing out in bathroom talking together.. toward the end of night all of our friends start going home we were going to sleep over the night the there but I then ask her let go home she wanted to stay because her best friend in.. she kept saying 'my best friend in town for only one more night'. She even suggest she say and go home that when start thinking so 20 minutes later she then told me she was going to get her thing because I ask her again to go so I waited for her a long wait crazy now my other married male friend like what's going <I tought something was wrong but my heart trust for her wouldn't let me believe it> So me and him get upstairs to the bathroom but the door was lock... after saying wait they open the door half way could see her washing her bikini I didn't make a big deal about it because they were on the boat all day.and I know her period began a couple days ago and her best friend on the toilet bady give me a just wait so I thinking so girls talk.. so walk way so about 5 minutes later they are not talking is a little odd so I went bak to bathroom door I hear noise like they were having getting it on... so slam the door said open what the f##ks going yelling open to the door so I grap all my things she ran me down I just yell at her get all your things out my F@@@ house...

So I drove home my phone was dead so on the ride all I could do was cry like a...
She took a taxi home when I talk to her that night she said we were kissing... we were drunk she my best friend... She is so sorry we can make it work I told her you lock the door it was premeditated sexy... I can't forgive you for that... she gave my the please please I just I am sorry...
I just told her I will talk to tomorrow I when to my mom house to sleep alone...
The day she call me text about 100 time but a could talk to her a talk to her for only 5 minutes and try not to response told her we need sometime way.
Her so call best friend call me too crying asking for me to forgive her for both of them doing this to me... all a could tell is don't call me no go home to husband your husband I can't forgive anyone right now and don't call me no more I a can do is pray for all you'll...
I love her she is my everything we are plannig this wedding in 6 months..
The most f##d up part of it is all she being doing is plan this wedding the last 6 months
Watching these wedding shows spending money on deposits (my money)
I told her the life she living is a dream her and her friend are not friends
I give her everything when she had a dream I made her follow it gave up a really good job a making almost what doctors make
And start all my career over because I love her.
Just don't know she we try to make to work or end
She forgave me once but it had nothing to do with cheating just a never told her the truth.. But came clean
Cheating is something I would never do had the chance but never cross that line. Could do that to her or anyone




So I drove home my phone was dead so on the ride all I could do was cry like a...
She took a cab home when I talk to her that night she said we were kissing... we were drunk she my best friend... I told her you lock the door it was premeditated sexy... I can't forgive you for that... she gave my the please please I just I am sorry...
I just told her I will talk to tomorrow I when to my mom house to sleep alone...

The day she call me text about 100 time but a could talk to her a talk to her for only 5 minutes told her we need sometime way.
Her so call best friend call me too crying asking for me to forgive her for both of them doing this to me... all a could tell is don't call me no go home to husband your husband I can't forgive anyone right now and don't call me no more...

I love her she is my everything
The most f##d up part of it is all she being doing is plan this wedding the last 6 months
Watching these wedding shows spending money on deposits (my money)
I told her the life she living is a dream her and her friend are not friends
I give her everything when she had a dream I made her follow it gave up 100k a year job
And start all my career over because I love her.

Just just don't know she we try to make to work or end
She forgave me once but it had nothing to do with cheating just a never told her the truth.. But came clean
Cheating is something I would never do had the chance but never cross that line. Could do that to her or anyone

She got drunk, made out with her girlfriend, and your pizzed and rightly so. I can understand it, and think before you make any decisions, let your emotional dust settle and give yourself plenty of time to calm down before you do anything.

Then you will have a better perspective on how to handle yourself. Did you know her and her g/f, had a thing going on, or was this a isolated drunken incident?

Thanks I do think we need to talk before before do anything but I need to be away from her just more that a day or two

He does make a good point though. If the door to that bathroom really was locked that means they both planned it so it hardly makes for a drunken mistake in my opinion.