Hoping my ex is starting to miss our life together, is this useless hope?
After 12 years, a 10 year old, home, great family, and friends my partner left me, 5 months agao, said not feeling it anymore. He has moved in with his parents, sees our child regularly, there is no one else, he just said not feeling it anymore and decided he did not even want to try. I feel lately he is having some regrets about leaving or maybe just hopeful thinking on my part, I would not take immediately back, he would have to work hard to get me back, as he hurt me very much. I believe he owed me and his child every effort he had to make it work. The crazy thing is we always got along with each other, he was my best friend, we had little arguments but nothing major. Sometime I think he is going through a mid live crisis. Believe I went through the crazy part, begging, following however at this point no longer, just having fun and leaving him alone, only about our child. I always ask him how he is and how are things, he never asks me how I am and how are things. Am I crazy for still holding some hope.