Have a disease lupus and I was put on a bunch of meds
I have a disease lupus and I was put on a bunch of meds,iI don't think they help me and I want off the one they gave me for pain,its called methadone,I read such horror stories about this med 1st I've gained 150lb in an 8 month period. I don't over eat its like I have a bunch of water under my skin,they are going to ween me off if I want, I heard you go through a lot of painJ don't abuse my meds,and they say they will go slow and I shouldn't feel anything,most of the stories I've read the people abused a lot of drugs so I wondered if that's why they got so sick , I hate this crap ,I do better with holistic treatments and vitamins, can someone help me to know what to espect I'm a mid wife and have 5 kids and been married for 30 years my husband has lymphoma cancer he's in remission doing well on alternative meds but I can't afford to get really sick,I can't imagine id feel worse than I do now its depressing to be this heavy,I never sleep through the nighti so hot is that common? Please help but don't scare me .