What should I do? At a loss
So I met this women about 4 years ago and I instantly fell in love with her and her with me. We were together all the time so eventually just moved in together, and I proposed to her. We lived together etc. for a little over 2 years. What happened was she went to CA to visit family and I went out one night to a little bar and was talking to another woman about her boyfriend etc. so nothing. Then we decided to get something to eat and we did and then went our separate ways. Didn't exchange numbers nothing because it was nothing like that. Well when my girl came home so was asking a bunch of questions and I just straight out told her because it's nothing right? Wrong now all of a sudden I cheated on her etc etc and she can't trust me. This is part of the reason we don't live together anymore. So anyway she doesn't / won't trust me. We live apart now and have talked constantly for the last few years, we get together, I will stay at her place etc.. well in the last couple months we really haven't even talked but texted which is my fault because I don't talk on the phone when I am at work which is a lot. I would text her every day, every day. Anyway I couldn't find my phone for a week so I couldn't. When I got my phone back I had nothing from her, not a are you OK / dead or anything so I texted her about it and she just said I thought you moved on. Well that actually hurt me so I have not texted or anything since (been like 2 weeks now) and I have not heard anything from her. I don't know what to do because I love her more then anything and if there is a such thing as soulmates, she is mine? I don't know if she is just done and I just move on or try AGAIN to get her back.