It's about my b.f who just past away for about a mnth ago.I,m so hurt,I can't get on.I,m like I'm dying.I don't know what to do right now.. What hurts me so much is that I was not able to communicate him for a mnth before his death.. Before we live togethere but then I realize to continue my studies.so I go to othere place to pursue my studies and at the same time I work in short a working student.At first we do have good communication through phones but his phone was stolen by foolish people right there.No communication.. I know he loves me .we have many plans.. tohave kids someday.To be married... BUT one day I receive news from his brother that rex is dead!! I was really shock... he promise me that will stay forever... I can't accEpt his death.. I love him so much... I need advices from any one else... help me please... coz sometimes I got into killing myself just follow and see him again...

I won't even dare to try to understand your feeling , my girlfriend and I are breaking up and I feel like the world end , I do feel sorry for you from the bottom of my heart and I know that you probably need someone to talk to right now but nothing will help , the best thing for you to do is to sleep away the pain but once you wake up it will start all over , there is no oter way but to deal with it slowly , this is the hardest obstacle in your life , I am sorry I do not know how to help you , I am crying as if I am typing , I wish you the best , I am sorry