My ex says he don't love me anymore
I just broke up with a guy that I was dating for almost 3 years.
We were engage after 6 months but I was confuse for a marriage as I'm scared as I still talking with my ex at that time. I cheated on him once after with my ex that I leave him to be with my fiancé at that time.. I can't keep a lie so, we always argue and little things make me upset, until one day I said to myself.. if I want to be with this guy I have to be honest with him. So, I told him. We broke up for almost 3 months then we get back together.. we were great at that time and we talk again about getting married.. we discuss about how its going to be.. until I asked me to change my enggagement ring as I want to have it as a symbol of our new life being together. At first, he said OK, but then he change his mind and he told me he no longer want to get married.
But we still seeing each other.. but its all turn up mess.. I keep crying for small little problem, he got upset. And I get paranoid and I always asked if he have someonelse.
He fight and we became worst of each other. We said then to take some times off from each other.. and its only be a month he all ready seeing someone else. I cried and I beg him to come back.. but he said no and he said he don't love me anymore and we can still be friends one day when I'm OK. He said he likes this girl and maybe he will be seeing her seriously. He said, there is no chance for us and maybe someday, I will meet someone and I will not treat him like this. I am so sad.. I can't go to work, I have no confident and I feel my life just stop. I love him so much and I hope he will change his mind. Please help me.. do you think we will get back together someday? He is the love of my life. He cried for me before... and now I cried for him.. karma serve me.. but is there any slightly chance that we will be back together again? What should I do?
Why my ex still mad at me
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Its been 1 month plus that I broke up with my ex boyfriend. I can say that I did pretty well in recovery until last week, I received a text from him saying that he was sorry. I did not reply to his text. Then, when I met my work mate, he told me that he met my ex and my ex told him all about our relationship and why he broke up with me and all.. basically he makes me look bad/worst in the eyes of my work mate. I am so sad. I am more sad of what he said about me then the break up itself. He already with another girl now, so why he keeps hurting me? I never talk about him that way. He said in his text that he hope I will forgive him and he did that because he was angry. And he still am. Why he has to be angry? He is the one with a girl now.
Then, I went on my friend's Facebook to look at his profile (which I stop doing it a month ago because of the No Contact). I found out that he is Facebook friend with my aunt that I don't like and not talking to. I feel betrayed by him and my aunt. My grandma told me that they (my aunt and my ex) still talking and email each other.
I do not want to call my aunt because she is the most horible person that I ever known. She once (sending text to my ex when me and her fighting) involve in my relationship with my ex and the result that we had a huge fight. I stop talking to her for quite sometimes already and I have no intention to start over.
I want to move on, I need to move on.. but why when I starting to gain strength this happened to me. I hate my aunt and why my ex have to do this to me?
Help me.. what should I do? I still in no contact with my ex and my aunt. But I want this to end. I hate the idea that they are friends now.