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Hey too everyone out there.
My name is Amber, and I'm just me...
And just me doesn't seem good enough anymore :(
I understand that many of us girls out there have boyfriend troubles, and we always want to find out what's inside there heads and stuff :( and too right we do heck were only human right?
But I really need some help and would be so grateful to anyone that could give me some advice..
Ive been with my boyfriend almost 9 months, I had liked him for four years :(
And obviously still do :) love him to bits!
He knows that a lot is going on for me at the moment with exams and my dad being very ill and last night a had a horse accident. He didn't seem to care atoll.
Like all relationships there's good times and bad times, but now this is just getting too much for me :'( he never says how he feels, he's never there, never answers his phone,
And the other day I stormed round his house #very upset# his mum answer the door and I was in tears, she let me in and my boyfriend just stood there looking at me! Didn't come give me a hug didn't even care he just carried on watching the football.. I feel like I can't tell him anything anymore because I will never get a caring response. Hardly see him... n its always me saying I love him me seeing him me texting him me making all the effort all the time.. never the other away around, he has a lot of girl mates and I don't mind that.. but when he's chatting to them all the time.. it gets a bit upsetting because its never me.. so yeah a bit of jealousy there too :# I just don't understand what I'm doing wrong... my parents hate him, my friends hate him... and there's me who's so used too it now I can't even see what he's doing too me anymore :'(
Myself confidence has gone I feel like I can't be happy anymore and I get scared too go on Facebook because I know heel be happier when he's NOT talking too me and chatting to everyone else well that's how it seems :(
I love him so much...
I know what I should do but I can't let him go :(
Thanks too everyone who reads and comments it means so much xx