My boyfriend cheated on me we wanted to try and fix things but its only me trying!!
I met my boyfriend at work back in 06 we fell madly in love he treated me like a princess I never knew there were people out there like him. He did special things for me wrote me little notes made me baths always put me first. Our relationship really grew through the form of letters and phone calls. In 08 we got our own app it was really special to us. It was OUR first place together. That's when everything fell apart he got drunk cheated on me. Of course it broke my heart but things didn't stop there things got worse he got more rude more angry the fights got more intense the cheating got worse he was always talking to someone one myspace or getting girls numbers or checking out girls. It all really destroyed myself esteem this went on for months. In Aug we got in a fight I had to go out of town and I said I do not trust leaving you so either you come with me or you leave now before I do and that will be it. ( I already know I should have left him long ago ) but I didn't when we got back things seemed a little better. He deleter his myspace he didn't have a cell phone. So he didn't really have the ability to do anything wrong but then Nov came around I had a miscarriage that alone brought us very close again. We didn't really fight . I am of course still broken from his past cheating because we never really fixed it. But just recently we had another incident where he got this girls number I flipped out the cops were called I had it I wanted him out of my life out of my house. This is out app though he has no one that will take him in and I don't have anywhere to go so I moved all his stuff in the extra bedroom and he was sleeping on the couch. I told him our relationship is on thin ice I should leave you like yesterday but he said he wants to try and fix things he will do whatever it takes blabla.. he came up with all these ideas but never goes through with him. Last night I tried to tell him your not trying you do not make me happy anymore and all this stuff and it always just gets swept under the rug. We have been together a while now.I want to save the relationship but I don't know how with out his help. Someone please give me advice but not just saying to leave his I already know I should have done that. But what should I do now? Anyone please!!