I think I may be ruining my relationship
I've been with my boyfriend for close to a year and a half, and I am still crazy in love with him. But lately, me and my boyfriend have been getting into arguments about a seemigly bad habit I have. More lately than not, we have both noticed that I have a habit of ruining perfectly good days. You know, the days that you spend all day together full of laughs, kisses and hugs; a day that you would never forget. Well, the day goes perfect, but once we get home, its almost inevitable that I will say something that will cause a fight or argument. Its kind of become a running joke between me and him but honestly, I don't know how or why I do this. I hate fighting with him because it just kills me. A fight just takes everything out of me and by the time I have nothing left, its too late to apologize and work it out.
I want to stop it but I don't know how. I don't know how to filter what I say before I say it.
Can anyone help me?