i dumped my girlfriend before she died
I dumped my girlfriend then she died...
My ex was suffering in hospital to the point where I offered my lung to keep her going...
she turned it down and told me everything was fine. After a couple more phone calls she reassures me all is good. But inside I couldn't take it..
I got confused, scared, unexperianced in these situations I was selfish and broke up with her.. then days later she past away...
since she has gone it has done nothing but motivated me to be a better person and not to waste a day. But with her absence come many souless nights where all I can think of is our last phone call together (the break up).
I don't know why I'm typing this, I guess I kind of hope someone els has had some similar events and may have some advice.. or at least wouldn't mind talking about it as I really don't have anyone that can understand my situation..
thanks for reading
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