I really hate life right now like no one has any ideas I'm so so depressed and at the moment I just want to kill myself yeah I have amitted that I need help to my obyfriend but when I do he just tells me to shut up he doesn't want to hear it and that makes me feel as though he doesn't love me at all and he is just saying her cares and I don't know what to do I feel like everyone is walking out on me and leaving me behind on this ty earth and I'm afraid that I won't make it I really am what should I do?

Please help me please

Cuite,

I noticed that most of your other posts are also about depression. You need to seek the help of a professional. Get your parents to take you to the doctor. Have you spoke to your parents about your feelings? You should, they would be hurt if you were hurting and they did not know.

Now for your boyfriend. If my daughter's boyfriend ever told her to shut up, I would show him to the door, and it would not be pretty!!

From all that I have read you would be better off without this guy. Could it be that you feel like this because you know you deserve better than him?

Yeah... maybe depression, but honestly everyone has a little depression in them, it's how they let it affect them. Personally I think you just need to find some self worth. Your boyfriend sounds like someone you don't need or want.
I guess, you need to ask yourself, what you want. Or what you need.
Do you have many friends? Do you need friends? There is a million possibilites of what can help you feel better. Maybe just someone to talk to.

cutie08,

I have just read your posts. You are in a bit of a mess, aren't you? Here is what you have to do... Focus. Think about what you want to do with your life. Whatever you think you are going to get, you will get. So begin now to think about all the wonderful things this world has to offer, think about what you really want. Think better of yourself. Other people will treat you how you treat yourself. If you treat yourself like crap, how do you think other people are going to treat you?

Your fights with your mum will stop when she realises that you have decided to deal positively with your life from now on. Time for some growing, sweetie.

Remember: The quality of your life will depend on the quality of your thoughts.

Begin now to take care of yourself, and expect good things. Imagine a wonderful future for yourself. And... Be happy!

Hey cutie just reading your posts you seem to be in a rush to live your life,your only 15!you should be concentrating on doing well in school,and doing what you want to do,I get the feeling that your easily led,you need some quality time to yourself to find out what you like maybe take up a hobbie,I remember being at that age I was always fighting with my parents and would get really emotional about things,its just at that age your hormones are so all over the place!I would advise you to tell your mom and go to see your doctor it won't do any harm.Trust me in 5 years time you will look back on this time in your life and laugh and wonder what you were so worried about! Take care

I think my answer will be... stay calm and settle down..
Here is a quite from the Desiderata text, it is only a small segment though

"Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should."

I hope this may have helped you

First, use periods. Second, find a new boyfriend. If this one doesn't care about you, nothing but harm will come to you. But most importantly, talk to your parents. That's what they're there for.

To reinforce my first answer, as of now, bad grammar is now frowned upon. Announcement.
Use Periods!

I am afraid I must disagree with your disagreement J_9, because this is simple grammar that has not been used. I don't even see one period in this question. I highly doubt that this person does not know how to use periods, but that is just what I think.

My response to s2tp's disagreement...

1. read announcement.

2. I may have said that this person used bad grammar, but where exactly is it that I say they are uneducated in english?

LOL, there is a spell checker provided.