Originally Posted by
tabrezhussein
so basically, i was sexually flirting with a girl on an msn conversation with webcam at like 2 in the morning while talking to my girlfriend on the phone. I also sent her a facebook message too with flirting. My girlfriend saw the msn convo and asked me about it. i lied to her about so much and kept lieing even after i was caught. i lied to her about the message and just random stuff, not even worth lieing about. did i mention i kept lieing AFTER i was obviously caught (i dont know whats wrong with me)!! i used to delete fb msgs and phone history with the girl too BUT seriously the girl meant NOTHING to me. she meant NOTHING! i love my girlfriend. unfortunately, i lied to her like 6 weeks before about talking to this girl on the phone, and she gave me a chance, hoping she can trust me again. i thought at that point she was going to leave me already. this was my chance and i obviously blew it. she was just starting to trust me again too. i didnt come clean about anything, which is why she left me. even if i came clean about something i would have had a glimmer of hope. I just lied and got caught everytime. i hurt her SO much since she loved me so much =( and she can't trust anything i do or say anymore for obvious reasons. i love her so much but i ed up so incredibly bad its not even funny! she answers my calls sometimes when i call her and still talks to me. i'm lucky enough right now that she is talking to me! and i'm so happy for that =) she's giving me a chance to talk and we're trying to see if we can work some things out and be friends.
do u have any ideas how i can try and win her back b/c i'm so sad ALL THE TIME and i miss her SO MUCH...i want her back but i royally ed up =(....breaking trust, not a good thing!! any help appreciated =)
P.S. The girl in question would always want to hang out but I didn't want to so I used my girlfriend as an excuse. I told the girl that my girlfriend didn't like her and thought she was a threat and that my girlfriend would get mad if I hung out with her. My girlfriend found out and instead of looking at it as me not wanting to see this girl she's taking it as I spread lies about her behind her back (she was never the jealous girlfriend and always the best thing to ever happen to me...never yelled at me or anything..) and I don't know what to do about too now.