I'm not sure if our relationship is falling apart or I'm just paranoid. Anyone?
My boyfriend used to love me so much but now, I guess things have changed. He broke up with me twice this year (2010, mid January and mid Feb) due to the following reasons. According to him,
* I'm always jealous
* I don't trust him
* I never listen to whatever he says (and that I'm bad for his ego)
* our relationship is not growing
* we usually fight over the same subject
In spite of everything, he said he still loves me but the love is no longer sufficient for us to go on. We talked and I promised to change and make up. He hesitated but in the end he agreed.
It's been two weeks and during this probationary period, I've realized a lot of things:
* He's very important to me
* Things won't be the same without him
* I'm still in love with him after 3.5 years
* I'll do everything to win him back and rekindle the flame (the past years, I took him for granted)
However, as much as I wanted to make up and try my best, I still think that we're falling apart. He no longer has time with me. He's got different priorities and I'm sure I'm not on his list. Right now, I'm a little confuse though. Sometimes he acts as if he's so into me, but sometimes he's too stiff. I don't understand. Am I just being paranoid? Please help.