I love my friend, she likes me but she has a boyfriend, help please?
Okay, so I have that anglophone friend (I'm french.. but I can talk english.. and she can talk in french.. well we are in that program to learn our second language) that I met 2 months ago. We are in a program that let us see each others all the evenings and morning, and all weekends with other people too in the house. She has a boyfriend for about 3 years and a half now. She basically call him each days since the beginning of the program. Even though, she was attract by me and so am I.. Since the second week we began seeing more each others. When we were alone, I never made the first steps because I knew she had a boyfriend.. so she made the first step.. like playing with my hand to make me hold it and stuff... she was cuddling my legs under the table with hers.. and stuff... more and more every day.. she still called her boyfriend every day and made sigh when she needed to call him. We went to the cinema and then at the half of the movie, her boyfriend keep texting her so she made a big sigh and went outside to talk to him.. 5-10 minutes later, she came back in and began to make first steps.. after 10 minutes until the end of the movie, we were cuddling and touching ourselves.. Back outside of the cinema, she hugged me while walking and made me stop on the bridge, and she kissed me. So we went back to the house cuddling and kissing.. and went to our bed ( touching or relationship is not permitted in the house). So the next few days after she tried to ignore me but all the times we were alone, I was like a magnet to her like she said, and she was not able to hold herself.. so she stop flirting with me for 3 days to think about the situation.. and then we went outside together trying to talk about this.. and then she cuddled again and we end up kissing in the woods.. the day after before going to bed lights off when everyone was asleep we kissed a lot and strongly for about 1 hour and a half.. and that was it.. the next day she had to talk with me and she said that she had to choose between her boyfriend and me.. so I talked a lot with her, and she ended up choosing her boyfriend.. so all I could do is trying to say all I felt about this and what I thought.. the only thing she had to say was I sorry, I really like you.. but I love me.. he said he would change.. I told him that we kissed and he forgave me.. but she didn't tell him that it was more than 1 time and that the flirting was more than a month... so now we are friend.. best friend in the house.. its really hard for me caus I really love her.. so now I wonder what I could do.. some people says that she used me.. some other people says that she decided to stay with her boyfriend only because it's a stable relationship.. the thing is that she is from Nova Scotia, and I am from Quebec.. and I wouldn't care to move... now I can't stop thinking of what all happened in the month and the best thing that could happen for me is to have her like before.. some times she even said that she wanted to sleep with me, that she had butterflies when kissing, and that she felt really relaxed when with me.. help me please! Il'l be with her and 9 other people until June 30th.