I just wanted to know if there is anyone who can give me a little reading as to what my future holds for me? Mainly relationships and jobs. The last relationship I had was over two years ago. My dob is April 19, 1983. That relationship crushed me in every way possible. I met one person after that relationship ended, and was too scared to pursue it, but now regret it because he seemed to be the perfect guy. Now I can't find him. His name was Mike and in the Air Force and stationed where I live. I basically want to know if I will get into the dating scene again any time soon and if I will ever join the Air Force like I plan or have children or have my own business which are all things that are greatly important to me? PLEASE HELP! I just need to know if I will get out of the rut that I have been stuck in since August of 2002??

It has become to easy for you to in this "rut". I see the holidays ahead and a fresh start with it. Take any invitations for partys that you get, not only will you have a good time, you will meet some really nice people who will become a part of your life in the new year.