How do I stop being so jealous/insecure & trust again?
So, I've currently been dating my boyfriend for about 9 months. In the first months I would always catch him texting other girls (his ex & such) and lying to my face about things I already knew were true. It happened at least 7 or 8 times & I almost broke up with him each time. But I didn't, & he swore up & down each time he'd never do it again & begged me not to leave him. Lately things have been Better* but I'm still so insecure & just feel like he's gotten better at hiding it. I catch myself checking his phone extremely often. I don't like looking like a crazy jealous girlfriend ! & being insecure/jealous just drives me crazy! (I think I'm like this because my ex boyfriend cheated on me so many times tho) I love the guy I'm with now & don't want to lose him . How do I learn to trust him & let the past go if he has changed? I NEED SOME ADVICE!!