Originally Posted by
bombskieezchix
So me and my bf have been together for 10 months, i love him alot but i took him for granted =[ and i really really regret it. i was going thru alot of stress and depression so i think i took it out on him. On Valentines day , a week ago we got in a fight and he said it was over n he was done. i started crying n i apologized i even tried beggin him to take me back but he wouldnt look at me and said it was too late and like he was about to cry. he said goodnight to me that night. Then the next day i tried convincing him again n he said that im not going to change n that we've given eachother alot of chances and that he wants me as a friend. He said if it happened on valentines day its always going to happen. i asked if he thinks we would get back together in future and he said no. but then he says he still loves me and isnt going to talk to anyone. im trying to get away i havent talked to him for a week, and its breaking my heart. i miss him terribly and all of a sudden he starts going online but doesnt even talk to anyone. i think he just goes to checkup on me. i hope he misses me too .. i love him alot, and i want to show him im changing for him n myself. which i am. i even started going to counseling again, and im getting my driving license so i can see him asap . hes a good bf he lives like 45 mins away but he came every week for me. i love him alot.