I want to permanently delete all of my posts. Under both jrussole and FeelSoNumbZombie. Mainly because of online attacks and harassers who did not understand that I have the gift of clairvoyance. Many times, as long as my emotions are not blocked I have the ability to understand even online what a person needs to hear, or read in this instance. But because of those gifts, I am either attacked for it or embraced by it.
I no longer wish to ever help anyone again online. And I am requesting that all of my posts be permanently deleted. Yes, because of the attackers I wish to commit Web Suicide.

I've never seen the mods just go through and delete everything from someone just because they wanted them to. If you don't like the site and what others have to say, you have the option to not return, or simply ignore what other people say. You should understand though that not everyone even believes clairvoyance is even a real thing. And someone claiming to be clairvoyant online is unlikely to be taken seriously because really, how could you possibly prove it to anyone through a computer?

Also, if you feel that you are being harassed or attacked, you should report those posts. I didn't go through all of your past posts, but it looked like you have a lot of helpful posts that people agreed with or thanked you for

Hi, FeelSoNumbZombie!

Do you have a fear that people will find what you've posted on this site and connect it with you?

Thanks!

I have no fears. I know I am protected. I was mistreated by J_9 and ScottGem while on this site. They attacked me for trying to HELP people! And also because I had a different opinion than they did on many an occasion. Now this was 2006. And it still bothers me that J_9 asked me to help her find her husbands family, which I did in minutes. Then she did not reply when I wanted to give her the information. She abused my gifts and for that reason alone is unforgivable to me.
Also, ScottGem would verbally attack me on several occasions. He tried to bully me here at askmehelpdesk. Now anyone that knows me personally knows without question, I fight back when attacked! I do not start it. But I do finish it to the best of my ability. Askmehelp desk did not find out both sides of the story at the time. They were judgemental of me, instead! They are unforgiven.

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also, if you feel that you are being harassed or attacked, you should report those posts. i didn't go through all of your past posts, but it looked like you have a lot of helpful posts that people agreed with or thanked you for

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I did report it. NOTHING was done.

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Originally Posted by justcurious55

i've never seen the mods just go through and delete everything from someone just because they wanted them to. if you don't like the site and what others have to say, you have the option to not return, or simply ignore what other people say. you should understand though that not everyone even believes clairvoyance is even a real thing. and someone claiming to be clairvoyant online is unlikely to be taken seriously because really, how could you possibly prove it to anyone through a computer?

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Well, you can start by asking Chris Martin from Coldplay. Or Satriani. Or any number of my friends. Or you can also ask directly the people that I did help when I was active on this site. For your information! I do not care what anyone thinks of me or if they believe that I am or not.

What I want is ALL of my post DELETED on the WEB!

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Originally Posted by FeelSoNumbZombie

And it still bothers me that J_9 asked me to help her find her husbands family, which I did in minutes. Then she did not reply when I wanted to give her the information. She abused my gifts and for that reason alone is unforgivable to me.

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I'm sorry, but I don't remember this. Is it possible that I was confused with someone else? My husband's family lives only 5 miles from me and have for the past 10 years.

Please correct me if I am wrong. I never abused your gifts, I had them as a child, but sadly grew out of them.

You can contact one of the administrators of the site, but unfortunately, posts aren't that easily removed, especially when you have as many as you do.

Well J_9, I DO REMEMBER what you did. And I am glad you are now an RN. At the time, you were a Nursing Student. And at times, you would feel uncomfortable because I was knowledgeable in the medical field because I have been an RN for close to 20 years. Just to let you know. And you did pull that crap on me. And you are unforgiven for it.

Can I ask you, if you're still upset over something that happened 4 years ago, why are you still using the site?

It's a public place on this site. Any time you go out in public you run the risk of seeing people that don't always agree with you and sometimes people will say so. j_9 and scottgem have disagreed with me before (and so have plenty of others). And they've also helped me with some of my own questions. Just because they disagree doesn't make them wrong or bad people. A lot of times I actually end up agreeing with them in the end, even when they started disagreeing with me. Just like in life. Sometimes people have disagreements or different viewpoints. And in the end you can either choose to ignore the other side completely, you can respectfully agree to disagree, or you might even come to agree with the other side.

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Originally Posted by FeelSoNumbZombie

I want to permanently delete all of my posts. Under both jrussole ...

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That username does not exists here.

I have only been here a little over a year and I have many posts that I wish I hadn't posted,things I have said I wish I could take back.

I have been corrected a number of times and have tried to take the reprimand in stride.I did not feel it was done in a malicious manner and I personally have never known J9 to correct anyone in that fashion.

If you truly are gifted than you are sensitive and being so you should be able to carry that sensitivity to this issue.

If your identity has not been compromised and you have nothing to regret regarding your posts then I fail to see why it is an issue after all this time.

Bottom line,if the mods spend all their time deleting things people wish they had not written they would have no time to keep the site up to the standards that they maintain.

Having been on other sites ,I can assure you that they do a top notch job.

If you had not started this thread ,I would have never known about you,old threads just get buried.

You have a stack of greenies, even one from ScottGem. I read through all your pages; you consistently give good advice. Not only do you give good advice, you have always been kind and responsible here. I see absolutely nothing to be ashamed of or worried about. If you just disappear from the site and don't post any longer, everything will fairly quickly become ancient history.

P.S. We get fairly regular questions for psychics, but I don't know of any good ones who hang out here. Since you are one, we would certainly be happy if you continued to share your skills! If you ever have a problem with an expert or mod, please PM me.

Because it is a rule, and posts are let up basically forever, they may be closed so no one else may answer.

If the subject is something of interest or similar to someone else.

I of course don't believe in psychics, worked with some years ago on a stage show, and won't even start on the issues of those pyschic hotlines.

So I am never sorry for being closed minded on the subject and protective of people who may fall prey for scam artists far too often.

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Originally Posted by FeelSoNumbZombie

Well J_9, I DO REMEMBER what you did. And I am glad you are now an RN. At the time, you were a Nursing Student. And at times, you would feel uncomfortable because I was knowledgeable in the medical field because I have been an RN for close to 20 years. Just to let you know. And you did pull that crap on me. And you are unforgiven for it.

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Please point me in that direction. I will either substantiate my claims or I will offer a public apology.