I'm a 14 year old girl and I live with my dad and grandma , I don't like it , I want to live with my really mother , its hard being a teenager and not having your mother in your life , how do I contact her ? I cry myself to sleep every night , I won't to be a normal child... HELP

No one here can help you until you are of legal age. Why do you live with your father and Grandmother? Does your father have legal custody of you? When was the last time you saw your mother?

If you cry for your mother every night you must speak to an adult you can trust, tell that person how you are feeling.