I definitely think I need some help ASAP or my life is going to stay in ruins
I don't even know where to begin...
I have issues. I'm single.. trying to date. But I'm stopping myself and I don't know how to fix it.
First off let me mention that I have incredible anxiety problems. And its getting worse.
I just kind of had an epiphany today that made me break down. As I'm writing this I am in tears because I want to change and fix my issues and don't even know how.
I'm great at talking to people online. Perfectly OK with me... when it comes down to getting out and meeting people. I freak out, cancel, make up excuses on why I can't go. Anything and everything to get out of it.
Its gotten to the point where all I do is sit at home and talk on the computer or text. Even if someone calls me, I won't answer it. I'm extremely shy when it comes to being face to face with someone, even if I have talked to them online or texting for months on end. Once a guy brings up meeting, that's it. I quit talking to him completely.
I think I am insane and I need some advice help something, because I can't do it by myself