Lying Exhausted.
Just to give you a metal picture to start off, I am 17 years old. A male, White of race with no known medical conditions other then ADHD.
I am in a point in my life that my day to day life is structured around lies. I face numerous problems ranging from unemployment to recreational drug use, academic failure, socially inadequacy, and Lying. I have hit a breaking point and all these problems I believe might endanger my future mental health. Looking back how I grew up in the past six years makes me sick. I don't believe I grew up right and I wonder how I can change this before it too late.
I have recently recognized I lie out of fear, but all the lies in my past haunt with a iron fist and force me to continue "the story"; the story referring to the long strand of lies that spew out from my mouth over the past six years. I feel that lying is the main cause of my problems and just stopping lying won't fix what my past has brought me.
How can I over come this?