Hi this is dhaval from India. I am 22 years old. I am extremely depressed... the only thing I always pray to god is just to kill me. I am 22 but I don't remember the times when I was happy, because its very rare case. Most of the moment of my life is sad, unsucess or depressed... I am an average student from my school times. This was the main reason my family hated me. After that I found some of my good friends... but they were also for the few years... then I started earning money, I joined an office I was earning 3500/- INR per month. In that office I met my life, my girlfriend... after meeting her I felt like I have a reason to live. I felt like god has sent her for me, to be very special in my life. And yes... she is very special... and will always be special till I die... I'll always love her... even after I die... I felt like god sended her angel to take care of me... I was feeling vry happy... We both were happy with each other... but don't know what went wrong... again the same thing happened with me... my life started to go downward... I tried a lot to bring my life again, to make it stable... but nothing worked out... she also tried a lot... but... nothing worked... now m so upset that the only thing I want from god is "DEATH"... nothing else.. . if at all someone read this... give me some tips to die... I really want to die... because now I don't have anyone in life... I don't have a single reason to live...

After only one girlfriend you want to die? What about the other gfs waiting for you?

No one here will give you tips on taking your own life.

It seems that you have a lot of issues that you need to work out and seek some proper help. Your first step is to seek medical help as you may well be suffering from a medical condition and need proper help.

Breaking up in a relationship is never easy. Most guys have felt the same as you do now, she was the one etc but in time if it is not meant to be you will move on.

I really feel you need to reach out to friends etc or family with the way you are feeling right now and get some proper support, also please do not harm or hurt yurself, you are on this earth for a reason - maybe you just have not found yours yet.

We can not ever really be happy if we try and make someone else the person who makes us happy.

First we make our own happyiness by our choices, So you lost one girlfriend, get another, if you don't like your job, get another one.
If you don't like going to school, don't,

What do you want to do ? God does not kill us, but he does want us to do things for ourself also. So how about trying to help others who are worst than you,

I know you probably don't want to hear this right now, but sometimes we all go through moments like that in our lives. There is a reason for it. Sometimes God lets us go through certain trials and tribulations to either teach us something and make us stronger for better things he has planned for us. Gold gets purer by fire. In the same sense, if we are strong individuals, we will become more so by difficult times in our lives. There is always a purpose to things.
Keep your head up, face your difficulties, and never let your problems bring you down. There is light at the end of the tunnel. How you choose to feel about yourself through this will determine the outcome. Don't give up.

Hi, dhavalnsuthar!

A good portion of life is about making choices. Okay, you're depressed. When I get that depressed I go to a doctor or a professional counselor. You could make the choice to do that, too.

You're already reaching out, and that's good! Please continue to reach out here. People have already responded and will respond in the future.

But, the choice is yours...

Thanks!

Just be strong!

It always seems unrealistic to think we might love another once we failed. But before we know it we are so deeply in love we wonder how stupid were we to feel the way we did.

Here are some tips as you asked:
1: get a new job
2: focus on this job and put all your effort in. Work so hard that you die.

And if you don't die from working too hard, you will surely meet new people. What do you have to lose?