I never thought it would come down to this
Well.. here I am at college... and the day my exams start I find out he's been sleeping with my friend... and she had been staying there all weekend.. as the week panned out (last week) I found out more and more lies.. like he was sleeping with another one of my friends while I was at work, that he's never had a girl he didn't cheat on.. that he "loves me" yet likes her the list goes on... I've been dumped over 9 times in the last eight years by this guy.. I now have no home to live in, no way to pay my tuition that is due in January. I don't know what to do. I feel like my life has fallen to pieces. He said he couldn't trust me.. yet now it seems like I couldn't trust him not the other way around. On top of it all he just called to tell me that him and my friend (he was going to spend my birthday with me and my friends as a goodbye since I did want to stay friends with him) are going to the city to the bars and staying in a hotel together.. why is he doing this to hurt me... I don't deserve this... its making my life a living hell.. I can't concentrate, study, sleep, finding it hard to eat... I wish I hadn't kept going back to him.. why did I keep going back to him.. what the heck do I do now... I don't even know any more.