Hi There
I'm messeging to find out what is going through my gf's mind
Thursday the 26th she phoned me and told me she wanted to end it, I wasn't expecting that. We talked and the conversation got better, went on msn and talked that night was all OK, Friday back with her friends she spiralled back down and started texting me why she can't go on anymore, it was all sorts of reasons, long distance, feelings for me have faded and all. Worst day of my life. Saturday morning I rang and I will admit I was in tears and I spoke to her how unreal it is and that and she started crying as well and apologised for what she'd done and she don't know why she started it all and she wanted me to come down the next day, we spoke for 3 hours. Later that night when she met with her friends she sent me a text saying that she couldn't do tomorrow as she promised her friend, I called her and I could hear her friends and she wasn't having any of it, I admit I was nearly begging her. After that we had no contact what so ever. Tuesday we spoke on msn and it wasn't too bad, I said we have to do this face2face and she said it had already been done but she knew what I meant. I mentioned maybe this Sunday she said yeah perhaps. Now I've had no contact with her since.
What I don't understand is that the weekend before this all happened we were so close, and we were talking about spending new years at mine and celebreating it was her idea, 2 days after we ordered train tickets and imax tickets together on the phone, then 2 days later this happens.
What is going on? I am left with no answers, I haven't done anything, 2 years down the drain just like that is painful.
Could someone enlighten me please?
Sorry for the long novel
Dan