"What is wrong with me?! This is so strange. EVERY thing I do makes my eyes hurt and feel "pressurized." Lifting any amount of weight, sitting down, standing up, lifting my legs, walking up stairs, reading, crouching EVERYTHING! It makes me feel like there is something pushing against my eyes, like they are about to fall out.
I've always been so, so worried about my eyes and going blind. I have tried praying to anything that would just make this stop! Ive slept days away. Sometimes I live with one eye closed or both half-open. As I'm writing this my eyes are hurting! I just came from lunch and as I was sitting and eating, it hurt. Like bending forward just a little bit would bring pressure. I'm wondering if this is all in my head because going blind is my greatest fear and my mind is f**king me up?? Whats going on? Please help me"
This is my problem. The only time I don't feel like this is when Im on weed. Now I don't have to be high ALL THE TIME but smoking it a couple times a week makes me feel chill-er and laid back and makes the eye pressure stop. Its gotten worse lately cause I haven't toked in a month. If I tried to explain this to a doctor would he be able to prescribe me medical MJ? Cause I don't think so. But it's the only thing that works. Suggestions?