I'm not exactly sure why I feel depressed, or at least as much as I am. My story is basically, I came from a bad household (family), that prevented me from starting my life. I moved in with two great friends that just want me to start my life, and are very supportive of me. I finally got a job, and want to start school soon in web designing.

My roommates are together, and because they have such a great relationship, it makes me feel like I'm missing out on life. I want that in my life, but anytime I get close, it's always taken away in the worst way. I just have to shut it out and move on. And now I just feel so extremely on both ends. I feel like a robot, lifeless, and without love, yet I feel resentment and pain all the time. I just feel like life isn't worth it, and I can't shake the feeling I will never find someone or be happy. :(

Sometime in life we need to give of self to find our self. Try looking for a place you can
Volunteer to help others. You will meet the best loving and kind people that will be good
To be around. Most of us cannot learn to receive until we learn to give. This is most all
Of us.

Bless you, Maggie 3

Life will treat you, just the way you treat it!
You give it love and laughter, and that is what you will get in return.

So just give your best! LOVE, LAUGH and LIVE... eventually you will find a huge crowd of friends yearning for you attention.

I do not know if your Christian... but I can tell you one thing - Jesus loves us all! He is ultimate lover for us all! :) :) :)

Take care...