I mean I lost since I got married this man I don't know why I was loving him so much but I don't know why he treat me like , I ask myself if time maybe it's me who's wrong and then something happen again and I lost from myself I don't know what to do.

Greetings and WELCOME to the site, WALAA30!

I moved your question out of Introductions to this forum topic area so that it will be more likely to be noticed and addressed by those who are best able to answer it. Your question will get noticed much more here.

Introductions is for people to introduce themselves only, and we try to not ask questions there. We would appreciate it if you would return to Introductions sometime to tell us a little bit about yourself, if you would be willing to do that.

Concerning your question - What specifically was going on between you and him, please?

Thanks!

First and foremost what is the exact issues. Are you talking to him about these issues.