Cheated on my husband and enjoyed it.
I'm 21 and I have been married for 3 years now. First of all, I've never had an orgasm. My husband will get me to the point where I feel it coming, but then it stops right there. I've tried masterbating, even vibrators and its all the same. It starts to get intense but it doesn't get past that. My husband does everything I ask him to, and it feels great but still nothing. I've been wondering if it's something that's wrong with my body until a couple weeks ago. I was really drunk one night and ended up cheated on my husband. Those of you who want to judge, go ahead. That's not what I care about. He forgave me and we're still together. But that night I had an orgasm. The guy did everything and ate me out a couple times while having sex. That's one thing though, my husband won't eat me out if we already started doing it because it's "gross." Does being drunk have anything to do with it? I thought that since I was able to finally have an orgasm it would be easier now to have one. But I haven't been able to have one since that night. After we got back together, we went out drinking and had sex afterwards and it felt great (probably the best I've had with my husband) but still nothing. It seems as though when I drink, I'm closer to having one. I hope that's just my mind because I don't want to have to rely on alcohol to have an orgasm...