I'm going back for one more kicking
Hi I just texted the girl who broke my heart, and I am going to meet her tomorrow, I know this is a super bad idea, the thing is she has me convinced that I hurt her too, just before christmas we had a big fight out in a bar and I told her to go away.
Next day christmas eve I drove out to where she lives but I don't know exactly where that is because she lives with her parents and never wanted to bring me there to meet them.
Anyway she didn't answer the phone so I was just driving around the mountains on christmas eve. There was a lot of recriminations back and forth over the fight through text messages, but then I decided to give up as she said she did not want to be with me anymore and that I was an when I drink. Two days later she starts phoning me at 6am drunk, I don't answer, then she calls the next day, more texts etc, eventually I contacted her and said lets work it out, come on out and see me I miss you' half an hour later she texts me would you want to know if I was with someone else, now I ama a jealous dude at the best of times.
I said well were you, and she says its to complicated to explain in a text. I told her that's the deal breaker and that I never want to see her again.
About 4 days pass and I start getting long emails tons of texts apologising and saying it was just a drunken kiss which I don't believe, anyhow she gave up contacting me but just today I weakened because I got nothing to do but think about this and her, now I'm meeting her tomorrow but I got a bad feeling I'm going to be in for all this again. Any advice I'm going nuts here
Just changed phone number