I'm not trying to be dramatic, because I'm kind of serious. I want to end my life right now. I really wanted this guy and he doesn't want me. I hate school... my classes are hard. I don't have many friends. I don't have any more party friends (they all went to college) so now I have no one to party with. I am in a fight with my friend because she was a to me but now I am thinking of going back to her because I have no friends and I need someone. All my friends went to college... I really want a boy but I don't know if boys want to date me... unless it's for sex.

Please help me. I desperately need help with myself. I'm on the verge of losing it.

Sounds to me like you need some time and space to figure out what you want. All that energy spent in ranting could be better spent have a real good look at your life and helping others. It's not all take and no give, there has to be a balance and it sounds like you need some balance in your life. Go help out someone less fortunate and gain yourself some points in this game of life.

Suicide is never the answer, trust me I have thought about it many times. There are other people out in the world that would love to be your friend. School sucks for everyone, you just have to try your best to stay in there. Things may be hard right now but look to the future, things can always get better. But for that to happen you must try your hardest to make it that way. If you ever need someone to talk to just let me know. And that goes for if your thinking about killing yourself again, I'm always here if you need to talk.

Hi, avaanstar!

How are you doing now, please?

There are many ways that we can help you on this site. But, you do need to keep sharing with us.

Thanks!