Hi, I fell ij love with the man who helped me a lot to escape from my emotional and psychological problems. One day he suddenly did not want to see my anymore without explaing what happened.. I only got insight that he was angry about something but did not want to speak.( we saw each other for about 3 years but only had sex once and told each other nice words etc. but it was only once- after three years of platonic love.)
I left to uk and now 10 years passed and I still cannot forget him. 5 years ago I started calling him , but he does not want to pick up the phone fpor some reason, He is a doctor- that is to say that his job is serious as he is psychiatrist and I was purposely calling him during the working hours to pissed him off so he would say something like- "fiohna lets finish everytingin, good luck and good buy and please don't call me anymore". I was calling him about 20-50 times during the day at the beginning, he would reject the call, and when he was probably angry he wou;ld switvh the phone off. But he never in 5 years picked the phone and aksed me to stop phoning him.he only sometimes would pick the phone, asked 'hello' and put the p[hone down. He crossed me and I called him names, really not nice names thinking that in that way he really will geta nagry and shout at me to stop doing all that mess- calling and sending sms messages. I also waited that maybe he will change his number, but he is dealing with me wery patiently.
And I don't understand the reason why he is so patient- if he would want, he would pick up the phone and say something ,( I asked him many times to tell me something, because I want to strta new life , want o forget him, etc). Now after 5 years I call him onl;y 3-4 times a day,-i got addicted. And call him basterd and all that not nice words- he still doies not pick up. Only ocationally says hello, who is this, I say that's me fionhs, he says who is fionha and puts down the phone, and again rejects my phone calls.
