i met this guy on the cruise and i want this to work. How do i keep him in my life?
So I went on a cruise three weeks ago and I met this kid, Corey, at a club for 15-17 yr olds. It was awkward trying to get to talk to him at first but after getting into the conversation I realized how chill and amazing he was. Back in my town everyone is so predictable. I could totally talk for all my friends in what they're about to say. Its getting so old. But Corey was nothing like anybody in my town. What he had to say was random and cute and on the ball all the time. He had inch gauges and hated preps w/ a passion, and was a screamer for his band, (nobody is even close to that in my town) and totally funny. He is so beyond perfect for me. We spent all the time we could w/ each other and spent almost every night on the 7 day cruise just sitting at the front of the boat talking about life till 4 in the morning and then making out and stuff. He's the first guy to listen to what I had to say. Looked at me w/ an interest to keep talking. I was totally myself around him in a way I can't b at home. We had some weird deep connection that I've never felt w/ a guy before. Then when we pulled into Florida I was so sad that I could barely talk to him.
When I got home I saw he connected w/ me on myspace. We've been texting and IMing on myspace non stop every night since then. He tells me how amazing I am and how I am unlike anybody he's ever met. I totally feel the same way about him. And I know now is that I want him in my life. I don't care if he turns out to be my life long best friend or somehow my husband. I just want him there. But the closer I get to him, the more I'm afraid he'll meet some awesomely hot chick that has tats and snake bites and I'll b pushed away because the distance is inconvenient.
How do I make this work? I know I'm young but I feel like this is who I'm supposed to end up with somehow! I need help. Advice.
