First Time Offender Paranoia
I'm going to try and be very brief and short with this, as this is shattering my mind,
I can't think straight, I'm terrified.
I made a stupid mistake, even the police officer said it.
I've a theft charge for a bit over $700, 12 counts of fraud, and a shoplifting charge.
I made a terrible mistake, doing this at my old job, and I had no right to do
What I did, I just want to pay the money back, serve in a pretrial diversion program,
And continue working the only job I have now, and I'm starting a new 2nd overnight job next
Week.
I'm trying my best to avoid jail time, and possibly pay for the crime through restitution,
And hopefully a diversion program to keep a clean record so I can continue my life,
And put this embarrassing dark spot on my life behind me.
But alas, I believe I may have done something dumb as well.
I was very very co-operative with L.P. at my old job, and was very co-operative with
The police at the station before I was released shortly. I do note, that I did in writing admit
To what I did wrong, and did mark guilty on the paperwork at the police station.
I've the world on my shoulders as I am in debt, and I just want to possibly get an
Affordable lawyer or public defender to help my case, keep me out of jail, and keep
Me working, and enjoying my life.
I'm on bad terms with most of my family as is, and I can't reveal to them what I've done,
I told them I was laid off.
Although I did plead guilty, the officers did seem helpful, as they were the ones
Who mentioned to pretrial diversion program to me, and said that it's a good possibility
I'll end up in that being this is a first offense.
My arraignment is this Wednesday, I'm still shaking in my boots, because I don't want to have to hug my family, my friends, and girlfriend for the last time and not tell them why I'll be gone a while. I'm not sure what to expect... but please...
If someone out there can just let me know what's possibly going to happen,
And my current possible options (talking to a lawyer, calling the court, etc... )
Please, please let me know what I should do.