My girlfriend left me and I want her back.
Well she was more than a girlfriend. We were engaged. I had lost my job back in March and become a complete monster. I would drink too much and not care about finding a job. I was depressed because it was a good job and paid well and it was my fault I lost it because I worked 3rd shift and was tired all the time so I called off too much. I was unemployed for 5 months and drank and was mean to her the whole time. I realize I put her through so much sadness and stress and she left me saying the damage is already done and it can't be fixed. I begged for her to come back but she says I've had too many chances. I didn't realize what I was doing to her but now I do and I truly think I can heal the hurt I've caused but she won't even let me try. She says she doesn't love me the same anymore but I think it's the pain I put her through that's blinding her from seeing that she loves me. She also says she didn't find anybody else. But then again I don't know so that's why I need help. What do I do? Do you think people can fall back in love? Somebody please help me figure out. I'm leaving for the Navy soon and I don't want it to be over forever if I can make it work.