Boyfriend restrictive and possessive
I am together with my boyfriend with 1.5 years already. My pace at the starting of our relationship set off slower than my boyfriend. Probably he has got hurt and annoyed in the process that he lets things easier as things passed by. We have quarrelled a lot in this 1.5 years and every time this happens, I am just giving in by doing whatever he wants, but deep in my heart, I actually feel unsatisfied and unhappy. In my heart, I think he is pushing me too much because I think love must develop slowly rather than pushing it forcefully. However, he always thinks that he has done a lot for me especially during the period when I am gaining my momentum to transform from liking to loving him. Now, I could no longer hold on as he doesn't allow me to go on Facebook and msn often and limit Facebook to 1 week once and msn to 2 weeks once! I am very annoyed with this stupid rule as I think he is too controlling of my life. As I am from a conservative family, my parents do not allow me to go trips with my friends and especially with him alone. I know this is sad but this is a fact. I am very sad myself not being able to spend more time with him. I understand a boyfriend would love to go trips with their girlfriend but I couldn't! I supposed he should understand my situation rather than blaming me? Am I wrong on this? Besides, he doesn't like me going out with my friends even though they are just my all girl high school friends. He want to come along when I don't feel comfortable with him around as we did not meet for a long time and we would like to catch things up. I know I have a lot of restrictions that turned him down for lots of times, but if he really loves me, he should understand me and let me do things that could make me happy and trust me right? Am I wrong?
