Im kind of having a problem. The problem is about my ex. I still love her and I miss her. She left me about half a year ago and I have stopped all contact with her for about 5 months now. It's a suggestion people gave me, to move on with my life and to do the things I want to in life. I have gotten better from the heart break, started to have more friends and more of a social life, working towards my dreams more.
I have known this girl for roughly 5 years and she cheated and left me for another guy. So yah I haven't contacted for almost half a year and I'm starting to think this is stupid even though everyone have told me not to contact her ever again. I feel like I still love her and miss her and this is stupid. Like I should fight for her and its now or never but at the same time I don't want someone who doesn't want me back. At the same time I feel like the right thing to do is to never contact her again but I feel like contacting her. I know its contradicting, I don't know how else to explain it.
Anyway what do you think I should do?
Thanks