I Cheated But Love my Wife and Want Her Back
I have known my wife for 5 years and we recently got married a few months ago. She is my soulmate, I love her passionately. However when we were living together I cheated on her - she found out, we went to counseling and got back on track. I have been good ever since until one month before the wedding... her bridesmaid would flirt with me constantly and one day I fell for it - she gave me a BJ and that was it. I knew it was wrong, so wrong but I couldn't tell my fiancé, she would leave me! I have tried so hard to be good, I am truly a nice guy.
After I cheated I learned techniques to not put myself in situations that may lead to infidelity. But this women was in my house and I couldn't control myself. I made a mistake and tried to stay away from her, although again after the wedding I had a moment with my wife's friend, she was flirting with me and it felt good - I gave her a peek at my package... I felt awful after doing it and swore to stop this behavoir once and for all. But now I feel like my world is crashing, my wife found out about it and is furious. We just got married and now she wants to leave, she is moving out. I found her post on here and it kills me that all the advice people have given her is to leave me - so she is doing it. Please help me, I need her in my life, I can't go on without her. I am so sorry for my behavoir.