So,I had a boyfriend we were together for 9 months and we broke up,3 months ago.
We started talking and became friends but then we had a huge fight and he said
He's out of my life I have to smile.Then I told him he's dead to me,but the thing is
I miss him so much,and I have to look into he's face everyday,and it breaks
Me because I still love him so much,but I don't know how he feels and I want him back
So much.We had sex and I made a huge bond with him,Im only 17 and we were
Engaged I really Loved him so much and I cry a lot of times.help me please with
Advice?How can I get him to love me like I love him?

If every time you have a big fight with him the answer is to break up instead of working it out I don't see any future even if you did get back together.

You can't make anybody love you.
You can tell him how you feel but if you two don't immediately talk about how to resolve problems without breaking up as soon as you did get back together there really is no point.

I want advice!

You got advice-- you can't make him love you=move on.

You are wanting somebody that doesn't want you. You can't make him fit into the image you want to see him as.