My boyfriend won't forgive me!
Hello everyone and thank you for reading.
Here's a bit of history my boyfriend and I have been together for about 3years now and 2.5 have been long distance. The first 2years everything was OK with just minor fights and stuff. Last September he started University and everything started to change. He never had time for me, he had made a bunch of new friends (girls). Of course I got jealous and so we fought all the time (mostly the distance make me more jealous,not knowing who these girls were).
By the middle of October he broke up with me.
1month later we started to talk again and I told him I wanted to be his girlfriend or nothing. He picked nothing. So December we were single and did NC.
By the new year I had met a new guy, nothing special but I was lonely and hurt ( I guess he was a rebound) I was with him sexually for about a month and realized how stupid I was being and broke up with this guy. A month later my ex(long distance) started emailing me all the time. At first I ignored them because I didn't want to get hurt but I still loved him, so I responded. He had asked about if I dated anyone and I told him yes one guy and he got so jealous and questioned everything even sex and all. (He says he had only kissed 2 girls during our breakup)
This was in March, I told him I would go visit him in July to try and fix things. He agreed he missed me and loved me and wanted to fix things. So I am here now, across the world. I have been here for about 2months and I am leaving in week.
Now to the problem...
My boyfriend says he still can't stop thinking about how I was with that other guy. Like he says he needs me to prove I am sorry and I'm not a slut, he says he wants me to surprise him with something. But I don't no what, like I can't speak the language in this country, so I have make him an online movie, taken him to dinner a few times, make him photo albums and said sorry x3482347823483084290 times. But he is always fighting with me, he can't get over it. Like I tell him I have flown across the world for him, spend a bunch of money (I am now in debt with my mom from all this) I put my school on hold for 3months. Like he just won't accept anything. I don't know if its me missing something or what.
Do you guys have any suggestions or anythnig to help me please I love this man so much I really want to make his pain to go away, but I'm stuck I've never been in this sitution before.
Thank you so much for reading!