I have to choose between 2 guys
I'm havings big problems, let me start by saying I started dating Brett back in high school we dated for 7 months and his ex came over one night, slept with him he got her pregnant and we broke things off and he ended up marrying her because of the kid.
He didn't want to marry her and he told me he was so sorry about it, and it was hard for me cause I'm so in love with him (that happened 4 years ago, I was in high school) now I'm married to my best friend but the bad thing is I feel like he is only a friend, we dated for a while and my husband moved fast to put a ring on my finger (I feel he got me when I was vonerable) now I don't know what to do I always thought about brett while I was engaged and now being married I still do.
I have been married to my husband for 3 years now and one day I went to the craft store and I could feel someone staring at me I look over and there is brett, he said he noticed my car in the parking lot and we talked in the store for 45 min. I thought it would be OK to be just friends and so I told him it was OK for him to call me if he has problems with his wife. Well now him and her are divorced and they have a cute little girl.
But he wants to get back together, I don't know what to do it's hard cause I love my husband I really do but I don't know if I'm in love with him but I know I love brett. I have no idea what to do I really have to pick between the two and I don't know what to do. Brett talks about getting married to me and he told one of his friends how he felt about me and his friend talked to my husband today telling him everything brett said.
Now I'm worried cause my husband and brett want to kill each other basically. I really do have to choose and I don't know what to do, I know that brett screwed up and cheated on me but I still after so long have feeling for brett. I never new you could be in love with two different guys.
Please any help you could give me would be great, brett and I have been secretly texting for 8 months now. I'm not proud of sneaking around but I need to figure out what this feeling is for brett. Please help