Hey guys I'm jake... its been 6 months that I've not recuperated to my consciousness... it all started on a night when she made me think that what ever I was thinking I was thinking wrong dead wrong about our relationship and like a house of cards my emotions were instantly shattered into pieces so small that till today I ve not been able to collect them all. In 6 months of this unconscious life I have often tried and considered my consciousness but everything seems so hazy.. painless and slowly dying.
Hey I have a questions for the girls is friendship not love... is not that its as irreplaceable as love in intimacy... she was the solace to my tarnished frivolous soul.
Now I'm losing hope but getting used to this emptiness... pleas is there anybody.. anybody at all to answer my prayer... please...

Dude,

In the future do not slide into the friend role, if you do your stuck there and you'll never get out.

If you wanted this chick you needed to lay the hammer down quick within the first couple of days to let her know what you want and if she isn't going for it move on. And you need to learn to be a jerk like me, I don't know why but they like that and I get good looking girls, I do feel bad sometimes about being a jerk especially with some of the things I've done but if I dident do that I would have never got the girl and that's what its about.

Thanks but you see I'd tried to lay the hammer once twice and thrice but she kept saying I don't want to lose my best friend... anyway afterwards she got around with this dude who was such a recently discovered friend and she signs him easy and let goes of me like I was dead meat.
And really after that I needed a relationship but I never got it and it feels as if everyone wants to abandon me and mind you man she wasn't hot enough for me cause you see in high school I was every girls dream. I wish even now that I could get some girl to talk to me even online... call it a desperate need.

Thanks but you see I'd tried to lay the hammer once twice and thrice but she kept saying I don't want to lose my best friend... anyway afterwards she got around with this dude who was such a recently discovered friend and she signs him easy and let goes of me like I was dead meat.
And really after that I needed a relationship but I never got it and it feels as if everyone wants to abandon me and mind you man she wasn't hot enough for me cause you see in high school I was every girls dream. I wish even now that I could get some girl to talk to me even online... call it a desperate need.