My husband was very angry and he say word divorce three times I have periods that time is divorce happened or not if happened what is its solution? Can we marriage again

Show me a state where you can get a divorce just by saying it "three times" and I want to move there! LOL

On a serious note, generally, I always thought you are not divorced until you hold the court ordered divorce decree in your hand.

If you are legally divorced, then yes you can get remarried if that's what you want.

Are you muslim and living in the United States ? Are you a citizen here ?