Suicide is my only answer. I will never like myself. I hate myself. & can't change it. I'm about to do some research on about how many pills people who have overdosed and died had in their system. I'm 99% positive no one will find me and "save my life" by bringing me to a hospital. So anyone have any idea of what type of drugs I should use? I'm ready.
And yes I got to therapy and the shrink... doesnt work. Medication doesn't work. So yeah...