Originally Posted by
Confused2684
You're right... But I guess there's a detail I missed to put here . After I did that 2 years ago I regreted it with ALL my heart. I felt so ashemed I did something so wrong just to know what is was like. I must say my ex fiancee was my first, we started dating and I was barely 16, now im 25. When we got engaged I was 23. i know is nooo excuse but I must say after I did that I felt like I was going to burn in hell and I litirally got sick where i had to go to the doctor and I was sick for 2 months. After that I noticed how strong my love for my fiancee was and that I should of NEVER done that. Sad story is when I became completely aware he was what I wanted, his curiosity started... :( Sorry fot the long message but I think it is important that I state hwo serious I became about him after I noticed what a HUGE mistake I had done.