I blew up my relationship. How to make things right?
My long term girlfriend is very hot and when I'm with her a lot of guys check her up and so. She's much prettier than me. It kind of bothers me so I talked to her how I found other women attractive and I looked at other women in front of her. She let me know she didn't like it but I went on with it. I guess seeing her reaction made me feel she cares for me or something.
Recently we've got into a very big fight about my actions and she said she wanted a breakup and how I'm disrecpectful and she don't want to be with a man like me. She even accused me for cheating.
I really didn't want this to happen. I don't know how can I make things right again because I'm ashamed to admit I'm doing it because I'm afraid I'll loose her. Not just because I like to look at hot women like all men do. Please help me what to do.