I am depressed. I am irritable, and sad most of the time. I feel like a failure. My grades were not as good this year (I was in 10th grade). I cannot play baseball up to my ability. My JV head coach was a real a-hole, and the entire program is all politics (which I don't play to well). My assistant coach was nice, he would give me extra practice and stuff like that. I considered him my mentor, but lately he has pritty much ignored me. I am a hard worker, but it is getting me nowhere. My mom is extremely nice, but my dad is an a-hole (he won't even sign my mom's mother's day card). I have some friends, but I ave a lot of former friends, people who one day decided to have nothing to do with me. I am 16 and never had a girlfriend. People think I am immature. I have always dreamed to be a pro baseball player, but it feels like that is completely impossible. I have grown to be more apathetic than ever. I am a mess. Sorry for the long explanation.
