My parents aren't supportive of my goals
Hey everyone I need help my dad told me to get out his house a few years ago while I was 17 and doing well in school because he was having a fight with his girlfriend I went to live with my mom but she's also abusing me verbally and physically and she doesn't support the fact that I want to become I doctor and she's always frustrated she's always shouting at me and saying I ruined her life I could hate both my parents but I know that wouldn't help me to succeed in life I'm starting medical school in September and that's all I have going for me I have no money no place to live no job but I keep studying everyday and my loan has been approved so I keep hoping and working but nothing seems to be pulling through my mom is really frustrating me its hard enough to get up to even study at nights and she's quarrelling with me about the fact that I shouldn't be studying? I have to study medical school is demanding but she doesn't get that so I have to just be focused but its so hard she's all I have to help me but she's treating me like because of I depend on her if I kill her or leave now to get a job I'll have to forfeit med school or go to jail lol and I've worked so hard for it so... please someone help me I just need advice:(