So me and my girlfriend have been going out for a year but she cuts it because of her insecurities with my ex. The issue is they used to be friends and we used to go out now when she see's her she imagines her with me and how I treated her compared to my current girlfriend. Also, we been butting heads a lot lately and because of her past it tends to get worse. So, she breaks up with me with the cliché of saying it's her fault for starting fights when she's drunk and that she don't want to be with me.
So we're friends and we're hanging out damn there everyday. There are a couple occasions where we make out, hold hands like normal couples do. I ask her if she can take me back and whatever issue we have we can work it out. But she says she can't then I don't know and back to no again.
I'm just so confused because she made it clear she can't get back with me but yet we're like a couple but unofficial. What the dillio