I am in an abusive relationship and I know that I have to leave him. My parents have made it clear that they want me to come home, and they have redid my room so I would have a place to stay. My relationship is bad and it seems to keep getting worse but for some reason, I can't find the strength to leave him. What should I do? I know I need to leave him, but I just can't.

I suggest you listen to your parents and go home. If you know you have to do leave him, take little steps to get to that point.

To find strength, you have to look for it... but you don't seem to be trying. Be strong for yourself, as you need it the most right now.

Why can't you? Do you like to be treated badly? Do you think that he will change?

The longer you wait, the more difficult it will get. Tell yourself that you deserve better and that you'll be so much happier out of that toxic environment.

If you need to, ask your parents to come and get you, or ask a friend.
Pack your things and leave when he's not there.

Be brave, you can do it, and once you do you'll never regret it.

If you need help, ask for it. There are people who LOVE you and will be there for you. You are in a bad relationship and you know it. You might be embarrassed to ask for help, or to admit you made a mistake for staying as long as you did. But it doesn't matter to those that truly LOVE you and want you to be safe. It is probably hurting your parents to know that they can't protect you because you chose to remain in your situation.

Call the cops, have them help escort you out of the house with your things and LEAVE!