Life during long distance love
Hi I am a 25 year old female. I believe I am heading towards being manic depressive. It all started a year ago when my boyfriend of 2 years decided to emiggrate to the UK because he believes there are better opportunities for a life together are there. He left 4 months ago. And I feel like I have nothing in my life that is worthwhile anymore. We are still in a long distance relationship. I am going to see him in the next 3 months which I will then be faced with the decision to move over myself to be with him.
The problems I am experiencing are within myself. I feel like I had the perfect life before he made his decision. I had a great job.. my family and I are extremely close, I had great friends and then I had him.. life was going the way I felt it should go... then I had bomb drop on me. In the preparation towards his departure I began preparing myself for worst case and best case scenarios... I thought I would be OK. But I am not... I feel like I have no life... I hate my job.. my relationships with family and friends are rapidly deteriorating and I feel so aggrevated that my boyfriend is on another continent! I don't know what to do.. I am so deep in this black hole that making simple decisions has become my worst nightmare.. I cannot handle stress nor can I handle any kind of disappointment... I am stuck in the middle of nowhere... Please help!!